being emo - being hectic

Perhaps I should get myself busy everyday, I should get a job as soon as possible, so that I can use all my time in working and studying, so that's no extra time for me to get emo. By the time I got myself busy, hopefully I don't complain on the hectic life, and no more emo posts from me.

The world looks brighter from behind a smile. No matter how much shit happens, how worse things could be, I believe that's always a door for us to get out from the dark place. It's like that's always a friend for me to cry on,to talk to when i'm at the down of my life. A friend who won't stop me from being emo, a friend who ask me to cry and then be happy that I've let it all out, and have the capacity to take on new challenges, start a new day on the next day. People always get emo easily when they are surrounded by emo people, that's how the natural order works, when around by people who are negative, things will get even more negative. So, I apologize for those who got influenced by me, I don't mean to make any of you emo. For me, I think most of the people are not afraid of challenges, they are not afraid of being stress or being emo, there are just afraid of being alone when they are emo and facing lots of shit in their life. People tend to act strong, people afraid of others hear them crying and ask for the reason, people don't like to show others of their weak side,people don't show their emotions on their faces, "I am sad today" , they might be really upset, and still carrying the smile on their face, isn't it worse to force yourself to be happy? During emo period, the best way to stand up is to grab someone who willing to lend you their ears, talk to them, and things will just get fine, and back on the track. Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall.The day i get to take complete responsibility for myself, the day i stop making any excuses, that will be the day i start to the top of my life.Well, lets see when the day comes.

I am having muscle pain now, my hands, my arms, my legs, my ass, everywhere, the whole body is pain. =.= .. that's because I played badminton yesterday after centuries never touch on the racquest. That's actually a game organized by the Malaysian and Singaporean Society to get all the members together for game. At first I never plan to play or take part in any of those games, thanks to Joon, a very kind hearted girl who signed up for me. So I can enjoy the game, and at least helps a little bit in my diet plan.

as usual, cam cam cam !

Ee Yee, and Joon (my senior) registered and wrote my name on the MASSOC game, and didn't turn up to play for the game!

sport hall

my new racquest which costed me around 30 pounds
oh ya! ang moh don't use feather shuttlecock, they all use the plastic one!!! you know those we can get from toyR us?ish..beh tahan ni.. and the feather one costs 20 pounds for 1 cylinder!!!!

I met Ling Jun Jie in the sport events, and i showed to Ee Yee and Joon!! Ee Yee "YER" on him!!! ahh!! how could she??!!!!! he looks like ling jun jie, and he's cute!!!

My initial plan was to get back home and start my reading, cause that's an upcoming MCQ on monday. I just don't understand why plans just get out of plan everytime i planned. Perhaps I should learn from the "joker" don't plan, just let it be. After the game, we went for shopping!! Spend money again aaaaaaa..!!!!

Erm... I think I look kinda weird here

But I felt so much better of myself after looking at how HE looks here :p

I love this shop called urban outfitter, things inside are all creative stuff, but all very expensive!!!

camwhore in da shop

Lomo Camera- which i searched for years back in malaysia, and i found it here the first week i came to leeds!!! Ok.. I really need a job,work for my DSLR and LOMO cameras.

look at their photo frame

I love the way they decorate the shop

the tired-lazy Joon

At night when I was about to collapse, flatmates asked me out to plan for Christmas break. We are going to Austria and Czech Republic. Yes yes yes, plan again!! I got stress very easily when comes to plan. I don't know anything, and they just kept asking me question. Check for tickets, hunt for cheap flights and train tickets, confirm dates and times, confirm the peoples, get details of everything. :( luckily this time people are more cooperate at least help out in the planning.

Wilson, the hongkie from my flat, a very nice and friendly guy who helped me out with the booking stuff.. otherwise i will gone mad !!!

dang dang.. look at the stressful Z

The dai lou in the house, who always asked me book the ticket as soon as possible!! *stress*

Jet, the birthday boi who got an hour extra on his birthday !!! how i wish this happen to me!! every year on my birthday !!

Once again, Happy Birthday mate..!

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Rainbow spotted behind my flat!!

Beautiful rainbow after rain, things aren't that bad when they go better. =)