I really spent a wonderful night with you aboon, no one can understand what's our feeling here in london, missing home, leaving home.. getting discriminated, less friends, no gang, cook and wash for yourselves... This 3 years are not just the time for us to complete our bachelor degree, but the time for us to grow up... hahaha... i believe if u get to overcome and tide over these 3 years~ nothing is difficult for us anymore~.. the most difficults , the hardest thing in my life is to leave my lovely home.. and come to a place where people don give a damn at u.. ahha.. die or alive nothing to do with them...
3 of us were complaing bout our lives here.. what we usually do~ wake up, online, cook, online,cook,online,cook,online,sleep ~ there one day gone~ hahaha.. what kind of life is this??
weay chrong told me that, "i want to be kesian also cannot" hahaha... i feel like slapping him ~ i hardly express my feeling and explain myself to the people back in malaysia,they have no idea how's my life here... everyone will just tell me the same thing everyday " how are you doing?" "why lock yourself in the room?" "why don make so friends?" "what are you doing?" hahaha..gosh.. its not as easy as you think my dear, its really hard to make fren.. to be fine, go out... we have no where to do, we have not much friends, i never know that its so hard to get new friends... Everyone telling me that "you are lucky you can study overseas, not everyone get the chance to study aboard like you ~ you are lucky to be in this family" LolL.. really, not everyone as lucky as me~ but this kind of "luck" this is of "enjoy" ~ hahaha.. aren't really what i expected last time before i leave home~ things went totally different as what i thought last time ~ .. don just go for common sense.. don just go for pictures.. don just believe in drama~ they are all liar !!! tipu !!! Believe in yourself, Believe in your eyes~ Believe your experience ~
I feel so happy that aboon and her friend can understand me feeling, i feel so tough that others agree with me~ i feel so relieve that i can chat with aboon face to face.. hahaha.. i donno how to express my feeling in words.. but... you know ~ hahaha..just like u found a laksa in south africa when you are about to die of starvation ~ hahaha... that kind of feeling !!
吃 得 苦 中 苦 , 方 为 人 上 人 .. no matter how difficult it is~ we will surely get through all these~ because we are 人 上 人~
Yesterday was Hari Raya in Malaysia, guess people back there are celebrating~ having holidays ~ going out shopping.. and guess my family were busying in the shops.. working very hard ~
I do celebrate Hari Raya here, although i never celebrate in Malaysia =P , we went celebrate our raya in The Stowe Centre today. It's an open house organized by the Malaysian Student Department and its F.O.C (still we have to pay 6.70pounds for 1 day travel card =( ) , but nevermind, i can eat rendang chicken ~ nasi briyani~ ASAM LAKSA !!! HAahahahahHAahahahahahaha... I never believe that i can eat Malaysian Food F.O.C here in LONDON !!!! LoLLLL... Food food food~ you made my day again !!!! kakakakaka....

5 comments:
hey... you should get a cbox
take care as we all know how difficult life can be at times =)
i wonder if you know my real name despite of "wong wai" XDD
reading ur blog for quite sum time..
n i really can understand ur feelings of being lonely, helpless o even in a state of perplexity, confusion, or bewilderment.
but dear...pls dun complain about tat..mayb it's d only way for u to vent ur unhappiness in this blog...
but u r much more lucky compare with others...
at d same time when u r blogging this, there r many teenages outside used sweated labour to earn juz a little money for themselves.. they hunger to learn, not tat-kind-of-overseas-learning, they jus need basic education in their own country..
treasure wat we hav now is better than complaining our lives..wat do u feel if ur parents see this blog? mayb they will juz keep their feeling in their heart n dunwan to express it..but believe me...they spent so much money on u,wat do they expect? do u think they will happy when u complaining about this n tat?
i'm a student frm msia studying in kingston. i'm working part time n pay for my school fees my own self..
im surfering too coz i've to work 24/7, but im proud to tell everyone ~im not relying on my parents,i dun hav parents, im a orphan..
no offence but juz sharing my own experience.. hav a nice day!
=( i know i am really lucky compare to others=P , my blog is not a place for me to complain of cos~ just a place for me to express myself since i have no one talk to ~
hahhaha..sorry boss~ well i get what u mean..of cos i understand, you too went through all the hard time like us here.. i mean.. i am not the only who going through all these ~ gimme sometimes ~ when i immune of this life~ hahaha
anyway, thanks ~ i didnt know that's anonymous reading my blog =p
omg. potatoes!! and you must be damn happy to see the malaysian food! hehehe got teh tarik or not?! ;p
haha.. why so happy to see potatoes ? =p everything here is chips~ all potatoes~
hahaha.. yea... feel so touched to eat malaysian food!!!! no teh tarik wor, only have mineral water.. no nasik lemak pun ~
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