1 month

WeeeeEeeee… ONE MONTH & I AM STILL ALIVE !!!! HAhaha…. At least something that I can be proud of myself. Complain complain complain… 1 month gone.. hard,tough, difficult, 1 month gone~ 7 months more I can go home~ 7 month only mer ~ complain complain complain 7 months gone ~ cepat saje

Everyone came and everyone made it , and ME of all people, someone whom MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS look up to, definitely going to make it just FINE, Trust me ~ although I always complain bout my life.. although I know all these really gonna make me mad.. still I am alive here.. I am still surviving ~ healthily (aMa said I gainedweight,ish)

No matter how far apart we are, all these doesn’t matter for now, what matters now is the challenge I am facing, This is what I choice, my choice, and no one’s able to go trough it others than me!!!!!!! I miss my family and a friend, that’s just normal~ But I seriously sincerely thank all of you for your guidance through out my life, because… YOU ALL MADE ME!!! and I am here !!!!!!!

I cannot just go back like this, with my bare hand.. i cannot make my family and friends disappointed on me~ I have all the burden~pressure on myself... "Yong, you cannot give you, or else i wil give up as well" (from aBoon) ..haha..that's really a very heavy pressure on me boon ~ I cant spoil you huh!

Just read Ming zi's blog, she posted bout things that happened on the day she left Malaysia, she said she still "remember" what exactly happened tat day.. ahaha..for mine case, not tat i remember, not that i purposely go and remember what happen the day i left, but those scences before i left, just came to my mind, everyday, everynight before i fall sleep ~

I remembered I cried on the day i left, well, everyone knows =P as in the video i posted few days ago. Hahaha... my parents didnt cry at all, my aunties even said my mom is cold blooded =P poor momi.. haha.. My dad didn't say anything that touching, all he told me in the airport were " keep your passport properly... keep your money properly, be careful...bla bla bla" he just nagged nagged nagged.. usually at home my mom is the one who nagged me NON STOP, on the day i left... was my dad's turn.. the funny part is tat... my parents actually called me after 10 minutes i left.. like i was still on the plane.. haha..suddenly my hp rang.. " your momi miss you"(from daddy) hahaha... really gao siu.. papa mama i know you all miss me very much *shy*

The weather is getting colder each day, I woke up at 10am this morning, and its because i was too cold !! can't even sleep.. so i woke up, view the house cctv, and I SAW MY GRANNY AND AUNTY there !!! then lala seng called my sister on skype, mane tau something wrong with the mic... but at least it fixed la =P that's to me who taught that stupid enn enn fix the mic.. kakaka...

Once aMa saw me.. she cried!!! argh... Guess i have my granny's genes with me.. both same so emotional and tearful !!!!! mai a ni kuan la aMa... i tak boleh tahan tau.. so hard i tahan my tears.. feel so touch to see you there !!!

*sayang, aMa mai hao*

I gonna learn from Chun Hao buy something to reward myself, to celebrate this honour day tat yong-z is sitll alive~ kakaka...

going to Anwari's place, a nice+smart gile Malay guy that i know through I Ping and Ming zi.. he is going to cook Nasi Lemak for us !!!!!!!!!! i have nasi lemak for lunch today ~ *yeah*