I Love My Laptop

20th of the month, it had been 5 months since i left my family and came to this strange place. What have you learn in this 5 months? I guess, i have grown up.. at least I stopped crying, I stopped hide and cry at the corner, I somehow get to accept the fact that I am really far far apart from my family and friends, no one can help me beside myself and i can't do anything to people back home too... I miss them, i care for them... i thought of helping them whenever they need them, but... no, i can't do anything, what i can do is just give them the 26 alphabets.. some words that only can give emotional support. Remember when i first reached here, those emotional support that gave by relatives and friends, can't really help, whatever they said, they made me missed them more. Lol... i am so helpless sometimes. And I think none of them back there actually need me, lol.. everyone has their own life, no one need other people to get their life on.... hahaha.. i am independent..

But, i am really dependent on my lovely laptop, my lappie merajuk on Monday night. Before that he had infected some virus or spyware, tried to scan and delete it, but those virus just love me too much that don't want to leave me =( . Dai lou suggested i change my laptop to safe mode, and scan, hopefully it works, mane tau, when i enter to the setup, trying to get into safe mode, that thing just got stucked there !!!! I can't enter to Window, that night really drove me crazy... whole night sat infront of laptop, don't know what to do... played with phone, but my room had no coverage.. aih.. I tried on and off... open the window let him had some fresh air, hopefully stop merajuk, i donno how to make him happy..

I had my test on the next day, I not able to finish all the lecture slides, not able to practise spss in my laptop.. wah.. thought of going uni earlier the next day, finish up my revision. So i just left it there, hopefully by the time i wake up, he is fine ~ he stop merajuk.. he pity my loneliness.. mane tau this fella so cruel, saw me dying also don't want to help me =( . I woke up 6am early in the morning, trying to communicate.. exchange terms and condition with him, arh.. cannot ! all can't work. So i called my dai lou, told him my current condition. My smart dai lou said he got into this problem before, so he taught me to change the setup. Amazingly, it works!!! I got into window.. I get to online !! damn happy, but the laptop work extremely slow !!! you know la.. me very efficient one ma.. how can my partner become so sloww??!! though i am currently having some aging symtopms =P So, i decided to reformat and heal my darling myself. Got the CD from the queen upstair, install install... the cd room not working properly!!! can't read the cd... i tried tried and tried, guess he said sympathy me, start reading the cd... and next.... he can't detect any hard disk... wtf.. my life is full with obstacles...!! all these while.. can i have some peaceful life pleaseeeee...........

Tried the whole Morning,continue trying after my lectures and test =( , finally i installed Window XP.. install those software that necessary.. msn, skype, anti virus, webcam.. chinese software bla bla bla... after everything done, installed complete and successfully, i realized that i haven install Microsoft office. I brought a pirate Microsoft CD from my uncle before this, and he wrote the serial number on the cd, so i tried to install it. type the serial number... again ~ there obstable came and find meee =( that's the wrong serial number!!! I asked around those anak-anak malaysia di London, hope that anyone of them has it, so i can get my assignment start as soon as possible. But i only have limited kawan di London =( and those who studying in Middlesex.. living nearby. I don't have much fren.. None of them has it =(

So..again i went to my GOD ~ my ANGLE LOVELY BROTHER~ lol.. before this i thought all the serial numbers are different, he told me that they are all the same, and he found the serial number for me... and now.. i had something fed my laptop which love to bully me =( aih. okie ...now everything settle, you better "guai guai" "sang sang seng seng" stop merajuk till i get back to malaysia k??? i promise i won't online 24/7 ..will give u some privary, let u rest..alright??deal? ><