Thursday, April 30, 2009

it's me, myself and I living in my own world

I'm one who easily stress up, a little stress can drive me mad,
I've poor time management, as well as stress management,
I've bad temper, I can't endure too much
I've my own principle, I've my own theory,
I always have my own reason for things I wanna do.

That's me.

sorry, I'm strong enough to live by my own,
sorry, I'm not your typical girl next door,
sorry, I'm not that kind of girl who can't live without anyone,
sorry, I'm trained to be strong, I've no excuse for myself to be weak,
sorry, I don't know how to let people walk into my life,
sorry, I somehow prefer to stay in my own comfort zone,

perhaps, I'm just not good enough,
perhaps, I'm wrong being too strong and independent,
perhaps, that's the only way I can protect myself from being hurt
perhaps, I just need sometimes, not to change myself behavior, but my attitude,
perhaps, I shall just publish this post and get myself to the almost-late-lecture... more minutes...
ciaoz....

after all, I love you, and you know that's truth...

1 comment:

k said...

tak bagus. aku tak suka. kenapa boleh macam ini?

the solution to this: take one step at a time. dont let yourself be emotionally spent. you need time to absorb, feel and rationalize. if it were to happen all at one go, abrupt decisions can be a regretful thing.

this temper thing, sigh... how to make it go away ah? i oso got! :p