Sunday, January 11, 2009

exam drives me crazy

i need to talk, i need to express myself, i need to complain, gimme 2 minutes, and i will get my ass back to the book!

have you ever feel so stress that, for the moment you lay on the bed, and the only thing that came to your mind is... "how am i gonna get through this?" then the only thing you can hear, is your own heartbeak.. you covered up yourself with the duvet, and hugging the pillow, forcing yourself to take a rest so the next day can continue with the studies, but ended up tearing.... non stop...

day to night, night to day, sitting at the same position, looking the sunrise and set, and comes up again ~ with the same cloth, with the same meals for breakfast lunch and dinner... this.. is ...what... called.... university examination life....

crapppp !!! i am dead!!! i ain't living~ i'm just surviving~ i am mentally retarded, i got this serious mentally breakdown !

2 comments:

meatball92 said...

chill my gal..i understand d feelins u havin now. im now facin a tough life too.n im sure u n me wont like tis kind of life.y dun we giv each other some supports n walk through it together. seriously im facin a dam tough life now jus like wat u said mentally retarded.but dun worry im still givin u my full supports!!! cheer up gal!!!n giv ur best shoot :P

teng said...

hmm, i experience this before and i guess every student does too..
no matter how hard i tried to forget about it, it'll still haunt me until the exam is over..