sometimes

sometimes I wonder,why am i always the one who being ordered? I am a helpful person, I know, and I am quite useful sometimes, I know, but, that's just SOMETIMES! Don't depends on me MOST OF THE TIME ! I am myself, I have my own stuff to do, I have my own life...I am busy

I'm sorry if i kept complaining, I am selfish, I know,but If i am really free, and I have nothing to do, I am very willing to help ! I can be in ur life for 24-7 , I don't mind! Guess I really don't know how to reject people :( , and ended up I did most of the work (beside group work with ang moh)

I am learning.....

sometimes I enjoy social loafing ~~~~~~~~~

sometimes I wish I don't know anything~~~

sometimes I wish I am dependent, I am protected~

sometimes, sometimes.... and I wish I have 48 hours a day !!! CRAP! I am lack of time !!!!!! I couldn't finish up my reading and prepare for exam !!!!!

That's a quote saying that If you fail to plan, you plan to fail~ does it mean...I am just a failure who don't work on my plan~??or perhaps I have a failed plan ~

WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT????????????????????