Thursday, September 18, 2008

update

guess it's really time for me to update my blog. I promise, I'll blog about history :p , things that happened back in K.L . 3 months.. so fast, and I'm back to this ang moh's land. I left last Monday, and stayed in a friend's house in Convent Garden for 2 days, and I just reached Leeds yesterday.

I like Leeds. A small city, friendly people, peaceful, and honestly, I started fall in love with UK. I used to rant a lot, complaint this and that, but slowly, i'm loving it.

Unlike the first time I left home, I came to this ang moh land with full of expectation. I used to imagine UK like what we saw in most movie. You know, people cycling, laying on the padang, reading, walking with group of friends, lots of activities, parties, etc etc. What I experienced for my first year degree was totally opposite with what I used to imagine, that's why i kept complaining.

People asked "Back to UK?" Yes, back to UK. I used the word "back", isn't it Malaysia my home?? a place i familiar and belong to me?? well, I can only say Malaysia is the root, the flowers and leaves can go anywhere they like. You know what, i felt kinda useless when i'm in Malaysia. I stay for no purpose beside enjoy the feeling of being home, get to see my family members each and every day, beside that I'm nothing. I can't do anything for anyone. I can't even help myself. For now, UK is the place i should be in, the place for me to enjoy my uni life, study hard, get excellent results and step into another stage of my life.

I choose to be here, I choose to come here, I choose to be myself, I choose to be happy, thus I'm happy with what i had chosen.

Hopefully no more complain this year. =)

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

你开心习惯就好 =)

Anonymous said...

你开心习惯就好

Anonymous said...

Haha! YES! u updated! And its so heartening to see that the tone of ur blog entry is a bright and optimistic one! =)
Yup i am a strong believer of hard work too! may ur dilligence harvest many sweet fruits of labour... =) and get a gd psycho degree!

xing said...
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Anonymous said...

get a good psycho degree... sounds weird to me =P

Anonymous said...

looks like someone is lovin UK already..

Anonymous said...

haha.. starting to love.. must change my mind.. otherwise bit hard to survive here

teng said...

that's good =)